MEMOIRS OF A SON OF A POSTMAN

While friends at my age had successfully moved on and lead their life at a higher stage, I decided not to grow up and be a man coz life offers so many excitement and luxurious enjoyment that would be severely murdered by maturity. However, time cruelly flies each second, a clear indication it never really favour my decision. As time goes by, I realize that there is a need to grow up and I reluctantly let go. My life as a student had officially ended, and I am at the verge of entering into the realm of real responsibility.
All the sorrows, sadness, betrayal I encountered previously are actually nothing compared to the outside world, where it really involves my dignity and ability to support life and family. No more working hard to prove potential, the world demands what I have; it is the time to give. I hate this but Lala Land is only meant for Peter Pan. Duh…
For who I am today, very much molded by people that I’ve met. I could not hold my head up high because I would be nothing if I have not met them. They left a mark deep in my heart, and they are still a part of everything I do. Thank you is inadequate. But only God can reward you. Amin.
Through out the journey, I’ve met various people. Love some hate some. People come and go. Some I thought would last, but they have walked away. Some I thought would be a so-so friend, turned out to be among the closest. Some grudges managed to be reconciled while others lost the points. Anyway, like the song goes – In the end everybody hurts. And for that, deep from my heart, sincerely and truly seek forgiveness from all of you, who had been hurt by my actions, words, or writings. Some of them I did not even realized. Some of them I did it intentionally because I was of the opinion that I was hurt by you. But still, being hurt by you was never a fair justification you deserved to be hurt back by me. Truly, I am sorry, I apologize.
I wished everybody luck in whatever you are doing, praying for the best for you. Do pray the best for me too. Amin.

I wrote from heart with all honesty and sincerity,
Mohd Hairi