Perhaps I am wrong, like what you expect lah..
Monday, March 19th, 2007Well, all that i can say, final exam is juz around the corner, up to the point that I just don’t feel like facing it at all. Yet, this is juz another sem to be spoilt. I enjoyed none. I know it’s too late to turn back and start all over again, not as a law student. Like my mum said, our father left us with the expectation that I graduate as a law student. >sigh<
Time goes by, people come and go, some of them I will remember, most of them I will never forget.
Throughout the journey sometimes we are hurt by others’ words and attitudes. And we learned that forgiving is not a simple thing and not freebies or giveaways without asking. Some people tend to act like normal as if nothing had happened. That is how the scars remained till the end and when we looked at it, we will always remember…Even worse, when it bleeds again…
Things that I hated the most are misconception and misunderstanding. They said communication is the perfect cure but it is hard when I gave up.
Please, just because you claimed you know everything, remember that I am not a kind of person who can bring myself TO DO WHAT IT IS YOU THINK I SHOULD!
And please, listen for the sake of understanding, not to manipulate and later suit them in your situation as a powerful defense.
I know to your eyes, I am nobody compared to you. I adhered you are everything under the sun. Whatever you do people will always love you. I do too. Perhaps it is right, when you are somebody, you are entitled to say everything you wish, without taking into considerations what others mite feel.. erm.. have you ever cared at all? doubt that..
I just learned a lesson and I will tell my dear children:
Learn as hard as you can, and be somebody, coz when you are not somebody, nobody will ever respect you, they will look down on you, and make you feel bad and sad. They will never try to understand you…
Perhaps you are right.. I am wrong…juz like what you expected… and what you believed - you are never wrong.
